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[Jul. 11th, 2005|12:18 am] |
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What the hell has become of me?? what am I turning into?? |
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[Jul. 4th, 2005|09:07 am] |
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god someone please get me out of this hell hole I call my life!!!!! |
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[Jul. 3rd, 2005|11:46 pm] |
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I think July is my worst month, like it should be the best cause it's in the middle of the summer but im always cranky in July only like the first three weeks the last week is fine...so i wish i could just be in the last week for three weeks if that makes any sense at all.
So I went to Salmon Falls today actually went after two times of driving up there and never going yeah scared the shit out of me and we hung out with this little 9 year old kid who was pretty sweet and could jump like there was no tomorrow. Then we saw this really pretty bird i forget what it was called, but it was bright red and no it wasn't a cardinal, it was tiny and really cute.
Today I also went to Nicholas's church and like all these people who were on some kind of road trip to this like religous rock show were there spending the night, like they were all our age, and there just chilling there playing the guitar and singing about God and stuff and I'm like what am I doing here? It was so random, this past week has been so random too random for me to handle hence why i gotta get outta here |
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[Jul. 3rd, 2005|10:05 am] |
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so last night was extremely random and kind of awkward, but hey whatever I'ts kind of been a blast from the past lately and I need to get out of here |
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[Jun. 29th, 2005|08:32 pm] |
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so my mom freaked out at me today cause she's going insane...I dunno what's wrong with her, but none of can take her anymore especially me cause I have to live with her for the next year and she's driving me insane I like don't know what to do anymore. |
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[Jun. 26th, 2005|02:51 pm] |
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okay so I was talking to Megs yesterday about Heaven and all that stuff...and I was thinking like how can there actually be one heaven everyone has their different idea of what heaven should be like and if they get there and it's not what they want they're not going to be happy. It's like trying to creat a Utopia there can't be one, because everyone has a different idea of what one should be or how it should be and every attempt at a Utopia gets ruined so wouldn't heaven get ruined? It just doesn't make sense. That's why I believe that when you die it's like a giant dream and you get to go to your own heaven. Because when you sleep your body thinks its dying and you dream so do do you dream when you die? Please comment with your own opinion |
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[Jun. 23rd, 2005|10:23 am] |
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so i love how like my sister and her friends got completley trashed last night and I wasn't able to get to bed until 1230 and I deff failed my math final today..good times.
So yeah fuck dreams coming true, wishes being granted...life is hopeless and I really could give two shits anymore
I've realized how like dumb i was in the past two years and it's been some bad times. then I thoght about how many things i fucked up and i was like mmm more bad times.
On other good news Ever After is possibly my favorite movie besides a few others that i like equally as much like sleeping dictionary good movie. If anyone is looking for a good love movie with many love making scenes that is the movie for you.
In conclusion: I love Cate Hanlon and Megs and Amanda |
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[Jun. 21st, 2005|07:42 pm] |
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so new discovery i guess you can call it...dreams come true, but wishes don't and sometimes the dreams aren't always as perfect as you want them to be...I'ts like someones laughing at you being like "well hey i gave you what you wanted but sorry it's not what you thought'd be" or something like that idk. but whatever I like wish when you wanted something and you get it there wasn't some dumb little catch that everything was good and you live happily ever after...I just wanna live happily ever after..right now i just wanna live happily but after i graduate college that's when ill add the ever after in and what happens if i never get that which by the way things are going i won't and im pretty damn excited
pretty much yesterday was pretttty shittty and it kinda reminded me to ask the question of "why am i still alive again??" good times |
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[Jun. 20th, 2005|07:10 pm] |
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I had a bad day another bad day and all I wanna do is look at you and know I'm okay... |
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[Jun. 19th, 2005|11:01 pm] |
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so it's like 11 at night and Im in a pretty good mood and as much as life's a bitch it has some great gifts |
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[Jun. 18th, 2005|09:16 pm] |
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so I've figured out Dreams do come true, but they never stay... |
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[Jun. 15th, 2005|08:25 pm] |
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so today was pretty shitty going back to my previous ? of why is life so crazy and fucked up. But work was prettttty awesome i like <3 the people i work with sooo much. I ate like all the cookies it was a good time and then we found out the people next door to us spy us, they're Chinese spies.
Its really cold...and my sis is making cookies yummmmm |
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[Jun. 14th, 2005|06:34 pm] |
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| |  confused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Hilary Duffff | ] |
so why is that all our good teachers are leaving and all our horrible ones are staying. Whatever tho I guess i don't care too much were leaving in a year anyways right.
I have a ? for everyone though why is life so crazy and so fucked up??? |
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[Jun. 5th, 2005|05:39 pm] |
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so tday sucked went to work for liike 4 hours during the rush hour. and passed out in the bathroom which is always fun i guess next time i should eat b4 i go to work woooops
I really hate latin and i hate studying for it and im also really glad that after this test it's pretty much over which makes me very happy :-)
oh and by the way i am BEYOND tired |
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[Jun. 2nd, 2005|06:34 pm] |
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so I really hate drama like beyond belief..and i hate stupid people
so there was this guy here supposedly here to fix our internet and he was here for like 4 hours and now only one computer has internet as opposed to all of em im like mmmm kay i guess like we had b4 it jst shut off netime someone tried to call so kinda pissed |
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[May. 31st, 2005|07:01 pm] |
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so today pretty much sucked ass. School was shitty esp Strom's class cause we had a test that i had no idea about and didn't know any of the answers so pretty much bullshitted the ones i answered in other words only like 1/4 of the test and im like Strom are you gonna let us retake it it and he's like mmm im gonna walk away and ignore you like always so then i flipped out about how he never comes and helps me and always tells me to get help from the kids around me and they don't always kno what they're doing and he still walked away so i was fucking pissed
then i get home and pull in the driveway about to take a nap b4 work Erin freaks out and is like you need to move your car im like you can here are the keys and i gave them to her and she's like "ah! im sick of parking wherever they want and only thinking about them damn selves" i was like woah there cowboy
then i went to work and it wasn't bad and i got out early so i was pretty psyched and that was about the highlight of my day yeah |
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[May. 30th, 2005|04:12 pm] |
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| |  hungry | ] |
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| | All falls down | ] |
went shopping today and spent $100 it felt pretty good plus the $60 i spent yesterday on stuff online. haven't done that in a long time and im pretty excited |
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[May. 29th, 2005|02:05 pm] |
so pretty upset right now. My parents like took my car so when i woke up i didn't have a car and was stuck at home starving and we had no food at my house and it really sucked.
My dad hasn't even come down and talked to me yet and this is the only time he's home, but i mean why come talk to your daughter that you only see every other weekend i guess that's asking too much.
It's all set tho cause i get to see Catherine tonight which is the best thing in the world :-D |
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[May. 26th, 2005|04:10 pm] |
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| [ | music |
| | Ludacris | ] |
you know whats really good vanilla cream soda :-) |
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